. thrilling. After all, if Crystal ordered her to do it, she would have no choice. She would be completely innocent. And if she happened to take some ...ind of pleasure from the things Crystal would make her do..."So what do you say, Brit?" asked Crystal."Okay," she grinned."Good," said Crystal. "So the rules are--" Suddenly, she pounced on Brit, knocking her to the floor."--anything goes," she finished with a grin.Brit fought back, managing to knock Crystal off of her. The two girls grabbed each. We applauded wildly. When I thanked both of them personally a bit later in the evening, Felicia blushingly confessed that it had become a standard request for them to perform it at Clan gatherings.The large crowd gathered together eventually and sang Happy Birthday to me. Toasts were made. Toasts for which Ginny and I drank sparkling cider. Grandpa and I stood together to thank people as they left for the night, and soon all were gone save for a select few.There had been several private. I will glance at numbers and can easily recount them hours later. A phone number. A license plate number off of another vehicle.My therapist had a little test to do with determining my level of anxiety/depression. Starting at 100, counting backwards by 7's. I started doing so, then realized she wanted me to do it out loud. I had already gotten down to 65 when I realized. Duh. I then did it out loud and she moved on to the next little test. A random word recall.A color, a fruit, a season of the. The day arrived and we all assembeled at the factory to get the bus, this is the only time everyone was the same. We left for the short journey that took about 30 mins.We booked in and went to our rooms, I got sorted and went down for a drink, I met up with the PR to my manager her name was helen a 20yr old with looks that would make a man horny just by looking, she had knocked back a few and was a bit teary eyed. As we spoke she told me her boyfriend had accused her of cheating at this office.